Amazing, a double whammy today, kicked in the guts twice by a so called friend and a family member, sibling, who is as false as anybody I have ever met. All my working career if I befriend someone and let them into my life they treat me very poorly whilst making me feel as though I am important to them and my contribution is making a difference to many. Then they show their true colours and leave you feeling empty, lost, not knowing why not having any reason or answers. Knowing that if you rock the boat you will be made out to be the worst in the world causing crocodile tears which leave me in guilt. The same will not happen as I cannot operate under a false sense of security being constantly told that I am being kept informed whilst I know about the same or less than others.